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I found out that a good friend i knew from Dairy Queen Crystal Lee Beougher died two weeks ago on monday and i was not told about this. I can;t be angry at her family or my dad. But i feel so hurt and angry that she is gone. I feel like I lost a great friend who lead me out of mydark shadow. I want to cry so bad. I dont know if i can sleep i dont know what to feel or say. At times i feel i was not a good friend or even a good person at time. I feel like that same 16 year old me when I found George dead.God I wish this was all a nightmare.
I dont what to do and i feel so lost
i need a friend to talk so bad
last night i thought of all the good time with her and she was like a knight in my life and a good older sister.....so this for you
Crystal Lee Beougher (1984 - 2014)
my eve knight will not been Name Amber but Crystal....i what i want it to be
updating my life for now
well im have had my little need time off to key west and im ready for the winter I have had some crap happen to me that is just sad but at the same time know 2021 sucks one my little bother lost a dear friend and mentor to suicide and i know what its like for him . I have been their to help him and his soon to be wife through it.. yes my little bother is getting married next year. two i lost my mentor but he was fired from work for stealing beer and drinking on the job. He was a chef and i'm still a cook. I know I should not been drinking while cooking during the whole summer but it will stop. I still will drink at home or off work but not during. I love my mentor but he needs to help . I will see how long i stay at the job if we dont get good leadership or mangers soon. Three. this one is another sad news and it for my good friend :iconDarksider7: he lost he father two weeks ago and is going through some hard time. he a great rp and if you can all send him love and support
just doing some updates and what is going on
hello everyone. I think these last i would say 14-16 mouths for me have been just hell and we can all agree that 2020 and so far 2021 have just been a bitch and in half. well for one im kinda getting some things in order but still a long road of stress is coming but i will fight it. I know 2020 have put us all in a stress that was breaking and even the last elections brought many friendships to a end . I know some people still hate me for who I voted for but to be fair I will say this. "politics suck balls". I did not really like trump tweets but i liked how my paychecks where low. the wall was a bad idea .But going into that. Im following a new idea that maybe many of us should do.....DONT TALK ABOUT POLITICS. Im a cook so my job is to cook and i can only talk about on my own time.....still its just a thought I did final get my taxes done for the last two year and my stimulus checks. So i got money and with my two jobs back in order i can get some money again. Family is
This Is getting old finally
OK everyone I just want to give everyone some updates of how the hell I’m doing
One I hate this year so freaking much I have had enough with this.The restaurant job that I’ve had and I have now have to be off work again because of COVID-19 because my state is being a little harsh on restaurants.We can still do carry out but we have to go on a limited staff and I’ve been eliminated for right now I’m not fired but I’m not going till hopefully January. But I’ve had to now leave that job three times in the last two times are just kind of old because stupid people can’t be smart.
Two I am going down to s
This is the reason why I dont do YouTube stuff
It’s quite sad honestly when people on YouTube at the commentOn your only one video that you did over seven years ago because you wanted to try to be a YouTube star like PewDiePie or even Markiplier but something called life came around and I just kind of gave up on the idea but when I comment on one thing about someone’s racial video I get attacked and being called very rude names. I’m really I’m kind of glad I’m not a YouTube star because honestly I have something called a life I have a great jobs and I don’t need to have everyone love me because you know what I am Seanand I am very happy with who I am
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I don't know you, dude, but I know you're the owner of a Role-play community, and I absolutely LOVE role-playing. I also know that you are an Assassin's Creed fan, and I am quite obsessed with the series, so in my book, you're surely awesome.
I'm seriously sorry to hear this, I know how hard losses can be, and how much it sucks, but I promise it gets better. *hugs* Once again, sorry to here, amico. But, it will be alright in the end. cx